In this podcast, I share insights from a doc who barely survived his suicide attempt plus simple ways to prevent the next suicide. Listen in. You may save a life. Four weeks ago today I died. Cardiopulmonary arrest in jail. Why was I in jail?
My wife alerted the police. Sheriff deputies were upset when I did not pull over to talk to them after overdosing. After boxing me in, they threw me from my truck into the slushy street and tased me.
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Sitting alone with my grief, I grabbed what I needed and drove up to the mountains. I thought my wife would be better off without me. I texted: You deserve better. I have tried to be strong. To have that girl die was too much.
To have to face being terminated for it? I love you to the end of the world and back but after one final hurt, I can finally stop hurting you.
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You have your family and church to help you and you have your finances taken care of. I took a handful of pills with the final thoughts that sincfre student loan debt would not pass on to my wife and at least she has my life insurance to take care of her. Then came the police cars.
I obeyed all traffic laws, never exceeded 22 mph and in no Lloking endangered pedestrians or other motorists.
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I kept my hands visible as directed but refused to exit the truck because I did not want to talk to them. Ultimately, I was thrown from the truck, tasered, cuffed, and put in the back of a New Richmond car. I requested to go to the hospital. I was surprised that they took me to jail.
Seemed weird because I thought all suicidal people came to the hospital first. I started to get sick from the overdose. Sweating and nauseated and a little unstable on my feet. Of the next four days I have almost no memory.
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I was finally transported to the hospital, where they got a pulse back. I was critically ill on ventilator support. My family was told I was going to die.
Then my sweet daughter found what I took, and the appropriate meds were given. I improved. Couple days later I was off the vent and out of the ICU.
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I am not sure of my return to the ER. Those few shifts worked after the girl died were awful. I was very unsure about everything. I could not make a decision on patients. Even though I did everything right, I Looiing have trouble sleeping.
I mourn for that family. Emergency medicine once defined me. I loved going to work every day. I think at one point I was a good doc who cared about his patients.
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